wow, its not even been a full week. But so much has happened. I dont know where to begin. oh what a week, what a freaking awesome week.
Last saturday was an emotional rollercoaster. Decided last minute to go ahead with meeting Grace, Liz and Yijun and Tampines. Was feeling weird after the straightforward, heart-to-heart chat with Grace the other night. But yeah, decided I still wanted at least a friend in her. So went to congratulate her on her O lvl achievements. But I never once expected it to turn out like how it did by the end. Lets just say, Grace my dear, I loveeeee you loads! ok, this is the only like, cheesy-happy post here in a very long time. But yeah. Christmas came late and my birthday gift came early (wrapped in a 16 year old girl). I'm at a loss for words really, but yeah.
So yeah, finally having her in my arms (not THAT literally) made my week so awesomely sweet. Just cant resist her. Muahahaha. The week went by, and I gotta say, its been one of the best week of my life. I found myself smiling randomly, sometimes to the extent my friend, Han Wei, actually asked me why I smiled. Like for instance, when the Bio lecturer said that the grace period for latecoming had ended, I just had a big smile. And to know that some miles away, there she was, sometimes also thinking of me. doodling my name, slowly revealing to people about us, all the small crazy cute things that goes along with all this, it just makes you feel so awesome, so inspired, so motivated and what not.
I really dont know what else to say, but even as I type this, so many sweet, awesome, cute, happy and, (you get my point), thoughts about her run through my head. I thought that with our school schedules we'll not get to see each other for a whole week, but even seeing her on Monday, Thurs & today Friday, it just sorta never seems enough. But life does go on, and she just makes it more than just worthwhile. I could go on and on, but yeah, to sum it in one line, GRACEEEE I LOVE YOU, LIKE A FAT KID LOVES CAKE! you mean so much.
I just wish I could be a bit more perfect for her, and I am trying. We all have our issues dont we. And this coming monday is the day I turn a year older. After 18, 19 isnt that big a deal, and I just feel so old. But nothing's gonna stop me from smiling. Grace wants to go out on Sunday, to sorta celebrate. I seriously hope she didnt like spend money or like plan something. Its just that honestly I dont wanna be a trouble, to her or to anyone. But she actually cares enough to wanna do something for my bday, well, what more can I ask for.
Grace, if you read this, today you said something about everyone having an angel or guardian angel, just that we cant see them. Well yeah, I told you I believe in them, but thing is I can see mine. She's right in front of me, on my phone, in my heart. She's you. :)
Oh and thank you Liz and Yijun for the early pressies for my bday. It was nicely timed to go and buy to give Grace time to tell me that day. And I love the wand! and the soft toy cake! :D
