Ah wonderful days, wonderful weeks. I love em all. Sorry for the lack of updates.
So since my bday, things have gotten much more wonderful. I cant express how much i enjoy her. I cant express how much I love her. I just feel like sometimes, i wish everyone else could be as happy as me, and perhaps her.
Vday was awesome, though the after-effects of very little sleep took days to overcome. I sorta surprised her in the early morn, tho i think she sorta expected it. Made her a huge heart shaped cookie, got flowers and wrote her a poem, as usual. I dont really like it when people say, oh they dont buy into the whole vday crap. well, you dont have to spend money, but you dont have to. I kept the overall costs of my stuff to a minimum. Everyday with her is like valentine's day, just that if i got her stuff everyday, and did stuff for her everyday, the things would lose its significance, and anyway i cant get up at 445 every morning, and cant make cookies every night before.
Apart from that, seeing her, even if only for awhile now and then. Its awesome. I just hope i dont overdo anything. Apart from that, its all great. I just wished I could be so much more. but yeah.
School's ok I guess. Consistent work sorta pays off I think. But whatever. Kinda fun having my bunch of guys in class whom with we consistently make random jokes that sometimes are damn far off from being funny. So yeah.
It often never seems enough, I just want you more and more. Keep waking up day to day, loving you more and more. I just hope, like i mentioned, am not overdoing it. I just love you so damn much. Haha yeah. Ah well, but life still goes on, so dont worry, I wont consume your life. And sorry if i mess up now and then.
