ah welcome all ye faithfuls. today was a good day. went to study with pre, karina, claire, jolyn, iylia, ziyang, mervyn, adib, ariff, sharmila. was quite good. i think i completed the most amongst the rest. haha yay! omg i dont know what i would do without them. haha life is good.
couple of their birthdays coming up, so yeah should be fun. alot of things been happening with friends. mainly shitty stuff. oh well all does get better with time. somehow i become the elder brother or something that almost everyone try to turn to. feels good at times, gotta admit coz the feeling of being there for others is quite satisfying.
I dont know how some guys get all the girls, yet the guys themselves are HUGE FUCKING RETARDS. sucks so bad to be someone like me and you have your friends whom are the girls getting used or getting hurt, and they turn to you. but oh well, i still treat them as my good friends. but its like, fuck where are any of the girls for me? i dont wanna stick my dick into any crevice, i dont wanna grope, i dont wanna boast about the girl i'm with, i dont wanna simply add her to 'the collection'. but none do realise that. URGH. and i cant openly tell that to anyone, coz thats just me and i hardly talk about any negative issue i'm carrying.
Its like when people or girls tell you about how some guy made use of some girl or her, and you just gotta listen and go oh, he's a cunt seriously. but in actual fact you wanna punch the wall or table so fucking badly that it breaks, coz no one realises about me. urgh. oh well. it sucks so bad. and thanks to the air for listening to me grumbling, and sorry to my desk and my room wall coz i still do vent alot on them
